Right now it is Sunday. This means I am due tomorrow. Honestly, I am getting really scared. I don't know if I am scared of the labor and delivery or the idea of her being here and then going away. It's not like she would be going away to something awful. She just wont be with me anymore. After nine long months she wont be inside me. I just feel so frightened about all of this. And knowing that the chances that he will be there and exerience this with me is slim to none doesn't help either. I don't know what's going on with me. I am just an emotional mess right now.
I am truly scared. And not knowing exactly what I am afraid of makes it all that more intense.