I don't know if he ever really loved me. I'll never truly know. Anything he says anymore is toxic. Even if he never really loved me I loved him. I loved him with all my heart and soul. He taught me how to love unconditionally and I thank him for that. I thank him for teaching me all that he has the good and the bad. As much as I despise him now I have no regrets. I could never regret this.
One day he will see. One day he'll know what he had and what he lost.

"Caught a bolt of lightning
Cursed the day he let it go
Nothingman......"